Friday, October 22, 2010


I'm soo fed up with everything. I do get things done. You think i make a mountain out of a mole hill? I don't think before i speak? I'm selfish for EVENTUALLY getting things done?
"HELLO? ARE YOU LISTENING TO THE WORDS COMING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH?"

You don't know where you went wrong with having me?
You feel "lucky" that there aren't many people in this world like me?
You think i don't have the right to speak?


The great debate of right and wrong is happening in my mind. I'm not crying over the bullshit you said. I'm crying over the frustration of knowing what is right but i want to make you regret to get even. I want to say "I'll never forgive you." I want to say "Fine, i'm leaving." I want to promise "I'll never speak to you again." I want to say "Take everything back, I'll pay every cent i owe, even if it takes me a lifetime. Now you have no rights over my life."

You've cut me deep. I want to stab you back. But i won't. You've hurt me bad. Why couldn't you just leave me alone.
So who actually made a mountain out of mole hill?

Saturday, October 16, 2010

I wonder if anyone still reads?
Hmm.. well.. i can understand why when i was growing up.. the older people stopped blogging.. things like twitter and facebook came out:) and these were what they called micro blogging:) well.. i guess now blogs will be more private:) well my intentions for this blog will focus on movie reviews? i don't know.. and occasional private entries i guess:) well an update:D

I am on holiday:) its been about 2 weeks since stopping school.. and from FB you can see my good friends enjoy the sun and moon with me:) but on quiet afternoons during the week.. i sit on my already large bum (getting larger!) and watch movies:D so far i have caught:
1) My name is Khan
2) Priceless (french)
3) Dear John
4) Lovely Bones
5) Nine

I would recommend all but one.. "Nine".. it was HORRIBLE.. yeahh there are ALOT of stars in that show.. but OMG.. the main guy in the story is a producer/director something like that and he doesn't know what he wants.. and seeing him not knowing what he wants.. MAKES ME CONFUSE and annoyed-.-" its almost as if the actual movie director didn't know he wanted with this movie too! ARGH.. what a waste of an all star cast.. i gave up 1/4 into the movie..

The BEST movie i would say is "My name is Khan" it was AWESOME.. i cried.. having autism didn't stop him from getting as much as he could out of life.. :) no spoilers here.. :) watch it.. the movie reflects different cultures, religion, racial conflict, marriage, love etc. its a tad long but its not boring.. :) BTW.. its mostly in hindi and english cause the settings are in india and america:)

oh wells.. a bit of life now:) i am going to worrrkkk next week... looking that the large plan that my holiday has install for me is quite amazing how it pieced together.. but i am willing to yeahh embrace it:) not what i had in mind while i was in the planning process:) but "His way are higher than mine" really brings new light:)

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