Wednesday, June 30, 2010

was not gonna blog for a long long time..

buttt.. yeahh...

STRESSED. yess..
i feel a tad unsettled.. ): and there are a million and one things to do.. ): and the whole world is there but then again not? i hate the feelings i am feeling..

i feel like i am living day to day and not like for eternity.. i feel long sighted.. i feel its been far too long taking things one step at a time.. i wanna see the full picture..

i hate wondering and wondering.. i dun like the complicated.. i want to just lie on a patch of green grass and look up at the sky..

i feel tired of trying and trying to keep strong.. i feel tired of telling people what the right thing to do is.. i feel dry and hungry.. but i dun have the time to soak up some nutrients.. my smiles feel temporal.. i need sooo much more..

i need more of you... less of me...
wants to retreat from the world...

i'm not emo.. noo noo not emo.. just feeling.. tired and tired..
it just pooh and me against the world...
*back to work*

Monday, June 28, 2010


okay.. i shall CAVE..

shall blah out all my feelings.. been keeping it all inside..

i feel all warm inside.. a tad excited.. and pleasantly amused..
maybe there are even butterflies in my tummy..
my thoughts just wonder and wonder..
slowly creeping into my thoughts..

wonderful as it may sound..
i don't wanna feel this way..
i just wanna study.. HAHAHA..
yess the geek in me wants to study..
but yet i dun wanna suppress these feelings 0.0
alrights.. thats how i've been:)
wonderswhetheryou'llbetherewaitingwhenallisdone.

Tuesday, June 08, 2010

will post my blog draft soon:D hahaha i only manage to type out my first day in HK:D man i am full of HK stories:D saraahhh isss soooo 0.0 hahaha :D i'm back in one piece sooo she took greatt care off mee:D

alrights.. i have a SLEEP DEBT which i have yet to collect.. i really have to chance my sleeping habits!!!!

i missed SG:D JYM:D but not shopping:D my week is all packed already :D with all sorts of stuff:D for once i do not not know what to wear:DDD

glad to be back:D miss you:D