Monday, May 31, 2010
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I somehow don't wanna leave behind the good thing we have right now.
The little thing that holds me back.
Will you still be here when i come back?
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Is there anyone that fails
Is there anyone that falls
Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them
Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade
Is there anyone who's been there
Are there any hands to raise
Am I the only one who's traded
In the altar for a stage
The performance is convincing
And we know every line by heart
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
Would your arms be open
Or would you walk away
Would the love of Jesus
Be enough to make you stay
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Interesting convo-.-
The sample of gourmet truffle oil mee pok:)
Uncle: ah yo!? Need green chilli.
Mum: eh Joe this is truffle oil?! You pit green chilli totally spoil it la!
Dad: ehh Jon you think myojo mee pok instant mee nicer or this?!
Jon: errrmmm..
Mum stares
Jon: myojo mee pok-.-
Mum: -.-
Dad: knew it.. I think our downstairs coffee shop mee pok nicer.. :D
Mum: -.-"
Do you hear what i hear?
Does it remind you of...?
All i can do is wonder.
*irritating feeling*
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Oh the rain.
You make me want to wonder my night away.
Would you like to hear my thoughts?
"Rock-a-bye baby, don't be blue tonight."
"I wish every moment of everyday..."
"Mr weather-man why have you been so good to me?"
"Oh pretty cupcakes(:"
"I should be crowned 'Miss Japalang' or 'Miss Pajamies' "
"Please don't come..."
"For a moment i forget the past, the future and simply exist for the present:)"
"Will absence really make the heart fonder?"
"I HAVE BEEN CHEATED"
"fat fat fat..."
"run run run..."
~Just breathe~
Just a random thought... letting loose..
... in empty carriages.. smiling at surveillance cameras...and just looking into...are things i never do...until...
What am i trying to achieve?What's going on?
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
I won't disagree(:
The words of this song has a special meaning to me.
I'll be waiting for a sign, a gift.
Don't disappoint me.
When oh when can this song be about me(:
Don't wait till time is up.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
I SAID I WOULD BLOG ABOUT YESTERDAY :D go hideee...:)
breakfast at subway:) was too caught up with a phone call that we just shared a sandwich... i dun know the name of the sandwich.. and 3 pieces of fried cheese each, in the morning:D what a warp breakfast.. and teh bing cause well someone insisted no one da-pao's teh... -.-
big book shop:) to buy some books for later..
on the way... solve all the questions.. and type down the answer in my phone:)
MOVIE:) A REALLY NICE MOVIE : Mao's Last dancer.. AND SOMEONE THOUGHT IT WAS GAY TO WATCH A MALE BALLERINA, till he watched it and declared it to be "one of the better movies he has watched" :) i don't mind catching it again FYI :) i can just sit there and oogle at the amazing technique and dance:)
Lunch:) Ajisen ramen... which reminded me of you and you (sarahh and joyceee) we should hang out soon too.. when you guys QUIT work.. but a warm bowl of ramen just taste awesome after freezing..
after much persuasion, bread papa:) yummy yummy.. a dessert that can NEVER go wrong:D can totally rely on it to make your day:)
I HATE JO:) whatever.. hahaha:)
Today~
School-.- walk here and there in the sun... -.- SOOO HOTTT... manage to get 4 extra tickets instead of 2.. sooo there are extra tickets to graduation:) yeahhh shall goo ask around.. plus i got my gown thingy.. my new gray handbag proved to be useful:) ordered my textbook, and lucky me it was the LAST day of order:) sooo LUCKY:)
Ate at Buttercream and cakes... hmmmm hmmmm okay la.. not that great.. but pretty la layout.. okay la.. i won't like "OMG THIS IS SOOOO GOOD".. yeahhh.. but company was great.. :D out of 10 i would give them 10/10:D i won 3 games of UNO:) i ammm sooo cool.. :) ohhh and we had more dessert after buttercream.. we went to art gelato? an old couple served us.. hmmm if i had the liquidity i dun mind opening a small ice-cream shop with simple board games and oldies playing in the background:) (HAHA 30 years down the road.. britney spears will be an oldie:)
FAT FAT and FAT. i will JOG TOMORROW. I WILL. WILL I? :) argh and my grandma's cooking is not helping.. soo much for skipping lunch.. -.-
when oh when will i bake this week?
I woke up today with maxi dresses and marriage on my mind. I dreamt I was shopping for dresses.. I decided on 2 dresses.. Den I woke up.. Guess what was the last thing I was doing on my com? Surfing for maxi dresses.. :) so sub-conscience does affect dreams huh.. I dreamt of the 2 last things that were on my mind before I slept.. Cool huh.. They even had an intermission in between them:) I woke to find ...
Anyway it suddenly occured to me in the morning "SHE WAS PREPARED TO MARRY ALL 3 GUYS!!??" well I can't explain why I thought that.. As in she's happily married and all but the 2 guys before him she would have married them if circumstances didn't stop them.. A law suit and a crazy domineering potential mother in law.. It's not a Chinese drama please.. She married the simplest guy of them all.. It really makes me think there is no one guy that is specificly for me.. It's just a guy that eventually works out.. This is such a bubble burster conclusion.. I always thought it was magical and there was only one prince charming for one princess.. But I still love fairytales..
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Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Jon: ehh you know gong gong company gave him Ted baker belt before
Joanne: really ahhh???
Jon: yeahhh really ask gong gong you don't believe!
Gong gong: ya la ya la ... (long doscission on how companies get branded goods at a cheaper price)
Mother: I bet your father thinks it's a bakery-.-
Father: how you know?!
Me and Jon: -.-
Me: anyway soooooo I saw this Ted baker dress at vivo.. I guess it's a sign that I should buy it:)
Me: gong gong I think it's a sign you should buy it for me:)
Gong gong: 0.0 from the bakery ah..
Jon: HAHA!!!!!
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Monday, May 10, 2010
i have this deep connection with song lyrics ehh.. i am sometimes at a lost of the right words to say.. and some how songs say it for me..
i actually keep a playlist of songs.. and each song has a meaning or a situation or a purpose..
Quirky me.. always at a lost for the right words..
So.. the new song i have found.. well i can definitely say i would definitely be putting it up here if i ever have a fight with my boy friend and i screwd up big time.. (totally see that coming... some how i always mess up.. who doesn't?) The way the singer describes herself quite me huh..
key words: stubborn, a little righteous, too proud..
HAHA i can imgaine 2 people going "UH HUH.. a little is a under statement.." oh wells.. only when i am mad with ya'll my bad traits come out la.. really.. right?
:D i bet no one will ever find the song:D
not like anyone will try:D
just wait till i get a boyfriend and i actually realize the fight was caused by me:D HAHAHAHA.. whatever kaimin.. i can hear your *sniggering* in my head.. :)
well at least i know i love 3 things: songs, photos and good food:D
~just gonna replay it one last time~
Sunday, May 09, 2010
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
~Mika, Happy ending~
Saturday, May 08, 2010
"what the box held was typical or disappointing or miraculous depending on the eye. It was typical because he was thirteenyearold boy, or it was disappointing because it was not a wedding ring, or it was miraculous. He'd given her a half a heart. It was gold and from inside his shirt, he pulled put the other side. It hung around his neck..."
:)
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Friday, May 07, 2010
When the hype settles down,
you have two sane people
no longer madly infatuated with each other.
What will they do then?
random thoughts:D ahh wells..
In love with Jack Johnson, Better together:)
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together
Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at the stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together
And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they’ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they’ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,
Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together
I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together
Thursday, May 06, 2010
Events of my yesterday:
My cookies were a failure...
HUGE FAILURE.
Aristal was AMAZING:D
GOOD JOB TO NADINE & JESLYN:D
HIs to sam(hat boy was soooo cute:D), lawrence (with FLOWERS?! Oooo...) and gabrielle (boy in red:D)
Supper:D
I had a supper club.
It disbanded on the night itself:)
ver 1.0 of Joanne's supper club= Prata+ a short walk+ half told stories
Events that are gonnna happen:
1. Ditching of ballet friends and F21 to go embarrass myself as a english tutor come baby sitter for the day. *the things i do-.-*
2. Hopes to extort lunch from :D :D
3. Hopes to get a ride to the house. *prrreeettty please?0.0*
4. Hopes to know the answers. *WTH is SYNTHESIS?*
5. Hopes not get lost on the way home. *NO MORE BUS MISHAPS.*
6. Home sweet home:D
Love me cause i am gonna be late:)
We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.
~not a good sign -.- ~
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Last ballet class.. ended with exhaustion and a K.O girl.. but in bliss la:D had day light to balance the crying.. (yes my classmates CRIED cause they were scared of the exam,what is wrong with me? do i really not care about ballet?) so my day light hours were kinda twitted and shall not repeat but i have weird secret thoughts about the day:D
@ Good Morning Nanyang Cafe, chinatown point.
"Chinatown shopping centers look like that? 0.0"
"Ciabatta sounds like an insect name? a kind of cricket?"
"banana pancakes? BANANA pancakes? BANANA PANCAKES?"
"Breakfast should never be eaten alone:)"
on the way~
"speaking chinese in chinatown, what could be a nicer picture than this? that heritage smile."
"old people aren't that mean..."
@ ???? Some meee pok la:D
"LOVES VINEGAR:D"
"i definitely should not play with my food. sorry. i wouldn't go out with myself if i were you. SPILL SPILL SPILL?! okay bad idea,i would feel horrible later..."
"Why do pigs have soo much fat? just like you HAHAHA" *inside joke, like inside me joke :D*
@national geographic
"a picture definitely has a thousand words"
"i love standing here"
"i should definitely start going to photo galleries"
"who could ever be bored with photos?"
"HEY, aren't i suppose to be viewing someone's childhood photos?! WE MADE A DEAL! ehh i didn't bring mine. SHH.."
@ ***** AWFULLY CHOCOLATE******
"I would marry the cake or anyone who held the cake or ice-cream ransom" *blissfully in love with the cake + ice-cream*
"if chocolate is a girl's weakness i will definitely use it to propose. *sneaky sneaky*"
"How do you poach chocolate? the same way you poach eggs?"
"I could stay here forever."
@ the movie
i said everything that came to mind.. I THINK I AM ANNOYING -.- *oops* chinese is hard to understand -.-" its not my fault.. plus the guy was cute:D
on the way~
"I AM THE DUMBEST girl ever." *lucky i kept this in my head, the first smart thing i did.*
@ lunch + dinner= luncer? dinch?
"WTH?! i am NOT GONNA EAT MY YOU TIAO WITH KOPI-C"
"STAY AWAY FROM MY YOU TIAO, KOPI-C"
"not bad:)"
"i am FAT"
back to bukit timah~
"I ALWAYS HAVE SUCH BAD LUCK WITH BUSES-.-I HATE BUSES!"
"i cannot understand the concept of partially blind? partially blind? HUH?"
"is my scar that UGLY?"
"what the? i look WEIRD?! GO LOOK IN A MIRROR THAN LETS COMPARE!:D" *soo meann + ego, lucky i didn't say:) why am i mean??*
"why am i laughing? so hard? i bet i look like a freak with a huge smile and small eyes-.-"
- i lost my mind in the midst of laughing-
@ more ice-cream
"SINCE WHEN IS JACKFRUIT SMELLY?!!? I LOVE JACK FRUIT. YOU STAY AWAY FROM MY JACK FRUIT, YOU JACK FRUIT HATER. I HATE YOU." *the first "i hate you" i kept in my head:D*
@ the supermarket
"feminine wash? FEMININE wash? WHAT THE? i'll show you FEMININE WASH. MUAHAHAHAHA.. "
"you're blocking my way, kill joy..."
"now its not that funny-.-"
@ballet
"if i see you outside I WILL KILL YOU."
"if i start thinking about non-dance technical stuff do you think i will start smiling and you would stop asking me to smile?"
"i am bored"
"hmm what shall i think about? my day?"
"PBJ, would be nice at a picnic"
That's my busy brain:D i don't look that intelligent huh.. SIAN.. whatever.. SHALL BORE YOU WITH MY BALLET TECHNICAL CRAP IF YOU THINK I AM NOT SMART:D okay sooo you better be thinking: "Joanne is SOOO SMART:D"
Saturday, May 01, 2010
"... But Baby, You hardly even notice
when I try to show you
this song is meant to keep ya
from doing what you're supposed to
waking up too early
Maybe we can sleep
making banana pancakes
pretend like it's the weekend now..."
Bought this book today:D
Okay... i partially bought it cause it had pretty pictures:D
BUTTT BUTTTT.. i will bake at least 1 recipe EVERY WEEK TILL SCHOOL START:D
Time to fatten my friends up hee hee:D
I shall start with baking for mother's day:D
"Daddy oh daddy, will you sponsor me? Macadamia nuts and fancy sugar are crazy expensive pleaseeeeeeeeeeee...."
Events of my yesterday:
