Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I tell myself 2 things.
1. I am still young, I have time to catch up with God.
2. God understands.
And its days like this i feel the 'shame' of the little time i spend with someone whom I love.
Other things seem sooo shallow. Sian why am i more passionate about the shallow things than eternal things?
SIAN......... Even in this holy moments, the back of my mind wonders about prom.
NO PROM DATE. -.-
i turned les. SARAHH is coming with me.
i am complaining to my most likely guy prom date about how i have someone else in mind. I AM THE MOST STUPID GIRL. i can almost see all the -.-" faces. i can see the bubble above your heads "that's why ya don't have a prom date."
FINE.
Clearly its not a sign. SIGNS. SIGNS. SIGNS. i think that's it la. SIGNS ARE LOOKING QUITE STUPID RIGHT NOW.
I'm in coherent, dumb, and look childish.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
How can anyone not want to bring their boyfriend to prom especially if it's free!!!! Hahaha.. Justina!!! Wha lao..... -.- prom up for grabz. I give up. Anybody of any sexuality. I heck already... :) just let me know. If not too bad I am not gonna keep looking. Soooo stupid la. Throw away ticket.. SHERLENE find boyfriend yet!?? :)) first step to finding boyfriend is bringing him to prommm:))))) wannttt my ticket???? :)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhhxD-VdCJE&feature=PlayList&p=D3360E1430CDAE6D&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=84
Pixie lott cover of Use somebody(:
I've been roaming around, I was looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you and all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me, someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
I am ready now.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Prom.. countdown(: AHH blake lively. I love her dresses.
Shoes "check" (p.s gorgeous heels(: my legs look...)
Dress "check"
Make up "semi-check"
Accessories "check"
Mani & Pedi "check"
Hair "semi-check"
Date -Nil-
Humph. I would normal say this when i am shopping but today is an exception. "I wish i had a boyfriend now."
So... i guess i feel weird if i brought any guy to this prom... SO WHO HAS A BOYFRIEND and WANTS to bring him to PROM?(: FOC. Take my extra ticket.
I have good reason to buy that extra ticket.. BUT i seriously wonder why its sooo darn hard to find a suitable person? Short listed a few.. EVEN YOUNGER GUYS.. -.- buttt.. hmm ALL didn't work out.. i have one/two left in mind.. Should i like bring a girl? but who would wanna? no time to find dress and wouldn't really gel with my friends.. okay a girl is totally out.. AHHHH i go BURN THE TICKET AS OFFERING TO THE GOD OF PROM DATES.. hahahaha..
Sooo... if you are 180cm and above, cause i am about slightly shorter than that in heels(: and i know you boys HATE girls taller than you. nothing better to do with your life on Wednesday night. Dinner-less and wanna be stuck with a room full of MOSTLY girls (100 of us i think) its not a huge event. P.s i am totally fine with ya walking up to some girl and getting her number. No pressure. Love taking photos.. yes i am sorry that mostly you aren't included in the photos much.. cause well you aren't exactly a classmate.. HAHAHA.. butt yeahh.. you'll definitely walk out feeling like a man hahaha not many other guys to compete for manliness(: oops the food is not great, its like buffet? not the classiest of yeahh settings but ((: I'M GREAT COMPANY(: I'LL WALK YOU HOME. No. -.- HAHA..
Oh yeahh did i tell ya i am kinda doing a short like thing for prom. Guess what role i am playing? i practically signed up for it(: the blonde. bimbo-ish girl. who has limited vocab. YAY. -.-" i shall kill myself. HAHAHA..
Sunday, March 28, 2010
This song is SOOOOO pretty, its a waste MILEY is singing it.. i think anyone else would have done better.. the song is too soulful for miley..
Favourite verses:
1 John 3: 19-20.
It gives me some hope after reading jeremiah 17:9 (:
Saturday, March 27, 2010
i need to marry a guy who sings(:
Sighhh... hopeless romantic.. Ahhh... sighhhh...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Since I have an iPhone I wanted to try this out:) tweeting on my blog:)
Sooo..
I walked past a box of chcolates and yum:) frost tie tempted to buy chocs :)
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Tuesday, March 23, 2010
If he can do it so can I:) you're my inspiration.. Cause if as a guy he can do such a good job sooo cann I.. :) cause I'm a girl! Peanuts :)
Monday, March 22, 2010
Change.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Standing in the rain right now with mummy.. Waiting and hoping for a cab.. Sooo fustrated.. Wasting time.. And in need of a ride.. Seriously hate to be soooo helpless.. And stranded..
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Can anybody find me somebody to love.. Hahaha song playing in my head.. I have this crazy proposal in my head.. With someone in mind.. But it all like .. Business? I want to get into this to get out of that.. At stake is someone else.. How mean is that??? Sighh any one?
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Guess who?
Why does it always have to be so complicated? I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me fustrated.
Guess who?
Worn me down like a road I did everything you told. Worn me down to my knees I did everything to please. But you can't stop thinking about her.
Guess who?
I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
Guess who? Inspired by 'jarboa' skit.. Hahaha this is for you, you and you.. I bet no one can guess all 3:) hahahaha.. Lyrics that remind me of them.. :) I dunno what to feel anymore..-.- all soooooo mixed.. I need a hobby badly to take my mind off the complications of life and to magically make my life simple.. The secret to a simple life is contentment in the little things life offers like reading books for enjoyment.. Swimming, dancing etc. Sighh why am I hobbyless???
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Just falling into deep..
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Bleeding love played as I made clear my feelings.. Sian.. Sooo -.- hahaha lucky it was not you're the only exception hahaha:)
It can only get better..
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Sunday, March 14, 2010
I am tired.. Happy moments slip away as fast as they came.. Before you know it.. You realize how temporal everything.. Sighh.. I want some stability.. Security.. And sincerity..
Sand sun and fun:) I really hope yeah.. Things will change soon.. What is mine will come back to me.. Hahaha.. I hope.. I ammm sleepy.. Sleepy sleepy..
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Slightly enlightened with my new lifestyle :) I wanna see my EX school friends:) yes that's right school is a thing of the past:) hahaha and yeah I secretly miss them:) I miss 3B02 :))
Well gonna try th closest thing to vandalism :) whoo I feel sooo bad ass hahaha :)) wish I could have worn a more bad ass outfit but well I guess I'm practical:) hahaha jon's old school shirt and fbts.. Ugly and old.. So not me... :((
I ammmm bored.. And hungry hahaha:)) paino work is piling up!! :(( I hate theory!
Monday, March 08, 2010
It's almost 5am now.. And I could complain on the tonnes of weird things she did this morning at 3.15am.. But I guess right now I dunno how to feel.. Never had to feel in such a situation before.. It can't be compared to Joyce leaving.. I dunno I wish I could describe.. I wonder what is install for me this week as I get back to life? List of agendas out already the question is how will I do them?! I'll miss her.. And well at least I know I am cut out for mothering in the distant future :) hahaha.. Not so soon.. Hahaha 10 years maybe I'll consider 8;) hahaha
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Friday, March 05, 2010
Time 22 28
Kids aren't looking too ideal to me...
1. Fetching here and there
2. Providing all the meals to their liking?!
3. Extra homework preparation that 'parents' have to prepare for?! Like show and tell PowerPoint?!
4. Cleaning a half sleeping kid when you yourself are half dead.
5. Carrying a sleeping log kid
6. Preparing gift for birthday party.
I think I cannot make it.. Moral of story.. Plan for attack before having kids! Make sure you have it all thought through before having the little bundles of joy.. It is super important to build a sense of autonomy in them so that they can make their own decisions.. I am sooooo tired and there are still things to do like theory, dg work.. Man I am exhuasted.. 24-7 looking after a kid is no joke.. I can't imagine handling more than 1.. O.O
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*how cool:) claudia is in mid air!! *
After a short 2 days of school experience with peakdey, I think I am gonna put off having kids too early.. Waking up at 6 to dress her and send her off?! The fetching from school?! The homework preparation?! Yes.. There was! She had some 'show and tell?!' ohhh man.. Now have the prepare a thank you gift to the form teahcer?! Gotta prepare for her to attend a birthday party thing tomorrow?! What should I get for a 10 year old?! I think village life is simpler?! Sleep is foriegn to me.. She tends to hmmm fall on me in the middle of the night.. Sigh I marvel at how parents put up with this.. I dun hate it but omg I didn't know looking after a kids daily schedule is soooo hard?! Thank God for collin, SARAHH and claud and Aunty Joanne..
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Wednesday, March 03, 2010
At the toy mesuem yesterday:)
Ooo.. I feel like my blog very depressing ehh.. I missed my bus.. It drove right by me.. I was like "hey!!!!" and the boys at the bus stop laugh.. :(( soo meann.. Ahh wells.. Strange thought last night.. Would I ever have an affair?! No was not my immediate answer in my brain.. O.O scary.. I would never be the unfaithful one.. But I would be okay being the other girl.. O.O scary.. Den I told myself I was siao.. Hahaha:)
Over to collin's house, meeting SARAHH town and Singapore flyer:) hahaha :) my day folks:) feel free to come along any time:)
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Tuesday, March 02, 2010
Super tired.. Sleepy.. Anyway something funny.. Which I will post on facebook..
Peakdey:
*point at Barbie doll* Joanne!!!!
*point at dolly* peakdey!!!
*point at bald toy* COLLIN!!!!
Funny hahahahaha ;) soo funny:) she's a joy today:) yay!! Like someone says :) it can only get better:) :)
14 march is coming and there is a decision dateline to meet.. Sigh.. If things go bad I'll take the earliest flight to UK.. SARAHH let's run away hahaha..
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Monday, March 01, 2010
What a day. I wonder what you are thinking all day long. It's tiring trying to get your attention.. Your focus is everywhere.. Why aren't you curious about me?! It will make everything alot easier! Argh... Another long day.. Sooooo tired.. I think I might sleep early..
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