Sunday, November 29, 2009

arghh.. i hate being reminded of my primary school days.. its disgusting.. the lian-ness.. and the regrets.. i'll never let my daughter go through what i did.. first an foremost.. i'll never let her be fat.. never.. of course in a child appropriate manner i'll get her to keep slim.. i definitely won't turn her anorexic.. yeahh BUT wha a primary school ex-classmate posted a picture.. OMG.. i never ever went for any reunions.. insecure.. i was taunted like mad by the guys for being fat when i was primary school.. scary days.. was so glad to get to secondary school.. far from all the taunting.. girls are much more polite.. i could be fat and still be myself.. ahh wells.. i'm plain fat still.. and i am still scared to see those guys.. hahaha if i eventually slim down i think won't mind going for a reunion.. hahaha more secure and humph them.. so mean to me! hahaha.. but i dun think i'll ever get asked again.. they probably think i'm fat beyond redemption..