Tuesday, September 29, 2009

hi everyone.
been a while huh...
i just realize i am special. unique. and i don't fit into any stereotypes. and i was wondering if i could. how stupid but yeah. its like one day i wake up and think "i ain't no shopper?" i don't qualify cause i don't shop enough. ah wells.. identity.. something i struggle with.. who am i? (*that's a secret i'll never tell. say you love me(: xoxo*)
if you don't get it.. you just don't get it.. hahaha.. anyway been out.. ventured to ion(: orchard central, iluma(: pretty malls. very cold. very nice. love the company when i went there.
some mornings i wake up and think "i have no friends." and others i wake up thinking "thank God for my friends" i love my friends. your are one bunch of really cool people(:
so i watch gossip girl, desperate housewives, house, 90210 in my free time. do theory homework): hate it. and yeah that's it.

Countdown till school begins: 19 days.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Before the storm. (a new nice song i like(: ) Miley and Nick(: hahaha i think some days i am so so childish ah wells(: i like this song(: AHHH and NICK is SO SO CUTE!!!(:

I know this isn’t what I wanted
I never thought it’d come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it’s not the same
I’m standing here but you don’t see me
Give it all for that to change

And I don’t want
To lose her
Don’t wanna let her go

Chorus:

Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it’s over
Cause I will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I’ll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm

Yeah
Before the storm

[Verse 2]

With every strike of lightening
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As a thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up

Chorus:

Standing out in the rain
need to know if it’s over
cause i will leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I’ll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm

Bridge:

Trying to keep
The light from going in
And the clouds were ripping out my broken heart
They always say
A heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm

Chorus:

Standing out in the rain
Knowing that it’s really over
Please don’t leave me alone
I’m flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I’ll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Like I did before the storm.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

hmmm.. its been fun.. loads of fun.. (:

its was my cousin's 21st birthday(: ooo la la (: hahaha.. it was fun filled.. while having dinner there was karaoke?(: Chia ling popped into my mind.. karaoke queen man.. HAHAHA(: it was funny though that all the songs made the party sound like a 50th birthday party! hahaha.. OLD chinese songs and teochew songs, ABBA, michael jackson, carpenters dunno what.. hahaha.. SO WEIRD.. we only had 3 songs that were young-ish.. 'nobody but you, boom boom pow and i can't remember what song it is.. but yeah that was all the teen songs.. anyway it was really interesting.. unforgettable.. cool.. i want a birthday like that.. not karaoke.. but something amazing and out of the box(:

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Hi Chia Ling(:(met this girl at chinese garden, she just POOF infront of me.. FOR REAL.. ask joyce)

anyway did 'time out' today. Refreshing. (:

i dunno why.. but life seems to meaningful.. but not exactly satisfying.. why? cause i feel like i'm not all that i am suppose to be.. i am not balanced.. why? i dunno.. like i'm too much of this.. and too little of that.. darn.. and one thing i am definitely NOT happy about is putting on FATS.. haha during all the meaningful time.. i EAT some how.. jap food.. buffets.. OMG.. anyway ahhhh gonna GYM GYM RUN RUN RUN until i DIE.. i dun care.. can't stand knowing that is this nagging feeling.. that my arms are fat.. can't stand those thoughts like "Oh.. her arms are fat.. " another example would be.. its meaningful to be all single.. boyfriend-less but... its not exactly satisfying.. WEIRD..

Bought a new dress.. (: definitely need to be slightly skinnier to be caught without a covering(: hahaha.. its a hottie(: AHH.. been thinking about it FOR WEEKS.. (: its meant to be.. (i can hear the sigh from myrtle peeps) i can't help falling in love(: ~give love a try, one more time~ one time too many HAHAHA..

okie dokie.. seeing my Ah ma tomorrow.. its sad to be alone.. going to bring her along on my phone shopping.. pray hard i come home with a pink phone(: hahaha.. last 4 days before joyce flies.. for the first time.. i actually feel sad she is flying.. she's like my 'wing-man'..

Boring post today.. (:

Thursday, September 03, 2009

HAHAHA SUPER DUPER FUNNY CAR CONVO...

Jon phone rings in the car.
Jon's friend and he talk about school work.
Joyce: Wha lao Jonathan stop playing computer la... *muffled laugh*
Joanne: Yeah and stop watching TV!..
Joyce: Ah ya change and use the gun la stop using the..
Joanne: No la gun more powerful!
Jon to friend: *ignores* i am in the car on the way home.. anyway what am i suppose to do ah disadvantages...

Jon talks talks talks.. Joyce and I talk more nonsense... Jon hangs up..
Joyce: Eh so what is your project about? the disadvantage of..
Jon: Groin (he really said a word sounding like 'groin')
*the whole car is quiet* at that moment you can see like this shared bubble above joyce and my head both thinking "disadvantages of the groin?"
*Jon looks puzzled*
Jon: NO LA NOT GROIN!!! as in GROIN as in G-R-O-Y-N-E-S!
Joyce and Joanne: *LAUGHS*
Jon: WHA LAO den how to pronounce!!!!!!
Joyce and Joanne: LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH....

At home...
Jon: SEE LA.. *points to dictionary.com* it really is pronounce as 'groin'..
Joanne: laughs..

okay you really have to be there.. it was classic(: JI funny.. off to penang tomorrow(: see ya(: