Wednesday, August 26, 2009

ARGH.. i look CRAP in photos.. HATE LOOKING at my own photos.. EWWW.. DARN.. facebook makes me feel... ARGHHH..SO.. i look at other friends pictures I AM in envy! ENVY.. why don't they look weird? WHY DO I LOOK SO FREAKISHLY WEIRD! *bleah*

anyway IDMC tomorrow.. wonder what to wear.. wonder what is gonna happen.. wonder wonder wonder.. will i really know God more? (: sighh why do i feel like i am wasting my life a way.. ? i do do good things.. but it doesn't feel enough.. QT isn't enough.. i still feel bad at the end of the day.. THERE really is a void! OMG..

OH and i remembered the last thing i want to eat for my proposal.. this thai dessert! its incredibly cute(: shaped like little fruits and vege (: inside is filled with green bean paste(: YUM.. NUM NUM NUM.. I am a ASIAN PIG.. sorry.. i guess i'll have many babies cause i'm female? like a sow(female pig).. ahhh its late.. NIGHTs(: Time:0000