Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Hi Hi(:

I want to thank everyone for the nicest birthday wishes ever.. but wha.. seriously its a long long list(: for the many cakes(: the presents.. the whole made jelly hearts, the wonderful surprises.. (*the biggest surprise is not having one*) hahaha.. anyway seriously i thought my birthday was gonna be a drag but so many wonderful people came in and made it wonderful.. meaningful birthday.. (: thank you.. (: ah ya.. really really i thought this birthday was gonna ): hahaha things have changed so i thought change will be bad but well as it shows not really(: it can be pretty good!(: lalalala..

today i met my friends, good friend, family, prayer meeting.. could any birthday be any better? I really think God in His nice-ness orchestrated my birthday(: hahaha.. He cares for me(: He loves me and I love Him(: ah well.. the prayers and birthday blessings from nice people are so nice.. i feel like i'm gonna lead a charmed life! a nice peaceful feeling! (: prayer works!(:

Bought myself a present today.. a bird.. fell in love with it the moment i saw it.. the bird looks like a dove.. dove in my mind makes me think of peace(: hahaha totally the feeling i am feeling!(:

anyway a nice cool thing for you guys.. will post the answer after 5 days once everyone gets a chance to tag it.. (don't read the tags until you have the answer in your head.. )
Add this one by one:
1+1=
2+2=
3+3=
4+4=
5+5=
6+6=
Now, what is the first vegetable that comes to your mind?
Tag it!(:

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i want to upload pictures but blogger is really weird or quirky.. doing my work.. ate so many birthday cakes.. so happy but now i think i have a sore throat.. too many cakes.. so nice of myrtle and the DG girls.. anyway.. this is generic.. i'll do a more detailed one on tuesday if i have the time alright? will try to squeeze time in.. hahaha so if you see a post on tuesday know that i am as sincere as can be(: thanks for thinking of me...

*wonders if i can sleep early tonight*
*wonders if David is bluffing me on top of a bluff.. i really wanted to go be a secretary.. SIAN.. get over it hahaha.. *

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

emo blog post.. definitely.. assessment went super duper bad.. B.A.D Bad.. i dunno.. feel horrible.. i think i might hate the kids.. they really messed things up.. trying to sing "Jesus loves the little children".. ARGH.. those little monsters.. regretting being in early childhood.. the special kids were great.. it was the NORMAL KIDS that took advantage of the situation and ARHGHHH... played me.. knowing that i can't punish them.. feel like taking all their stickers back.. mean kids.. naughty children.. the worse kids i've ever met... they really remind me why i used to hate kids.. i must be dumb for rewarding them with stickers.. ARGH.. i wish i could tie them up and stuff their mouths.. i wish they would STOP hitting each other and STOP shouting their complains ! argh!!.. 2 more weeks till they are gone.. save me..

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I dunno why i feel so not so stress? i mean i still feel stress just not ALOT.. yeah.. i guess when emotional stress isn't there you feel less stress? HAHAHA.. who am i kidding? my parents can really stress.. i feel bad.. i know it isn't my fault.. but darn my parents quarrelled over me.. and technically my cousin too.. darn what can i do? who ask July to be busy month of birthdays?

I AM NOT DOING IT in NOVEMBER.. too many july babies.. (i am mad..)

actually work is piling like mad.. and yeah i am stress.. assessment next week.. stress stresss.. no one can imagine how difficult its been.. almost 1/3 of my class has a handicap.. Physically handicap, special needs (an assortment), foreign students (just came a couple of months ago.. know NUTS about english..).. PLUS MY CLASS IS MY GOODNESS!!! LOUD.. they normal talking volume can give ya a headache.. i mean an average class maybe has 2 of these kinda kids.. but imagine.. 5! i seriously think i only have 2 normal average kids.. some days i dunno what to do with a screaming kid that you can't reason with.. those are the moments you feel helpless and you know all you can do is pray in your heart.. Thank God, He has a special place in his heart for those kinda children.. I hope..

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Don't know why I didn't come...
Don't know why I love penguins..

Okay.. i think i hang out with too many atypical kids.. becoming like them.. oh wells.. TIRED.. what's new?

Well I FORGOT about my assignment.. THANK GOD for dorothy if not i'll be getting a duck's egg for DAC assignment 3..* HEH HEH i am 2/3 done with the assignment* BTW its due on friday latest submission 6pm.. Studying + working + doing assignments (ALOT of ASSIGNMENTS) is too much stress which is shortening my life span and causing me to age faster.. and strangely grow fatter.. my center's food is pretty nice.. HAHAHA.. okay that's about the only positive thing i can say other than the teachers are nice people but i dunno whether they are nice teachers..

Oh wells.. TIRED.. escaped from doing a mini chinese dance for racial harmony day luckily! HOWEVER i have work on 25th July (SATURDAY) 7 AM to 2 PM.. considering its a supposedly a special occasion weekend for me.. darn.. oh wells.. i get to baby sit 2 year olds.. how cute..

too much work piling and LOADS of back log work.. burried.. won't be blogging so soon i think... see ya (:

Monday, July 13, 2009

After looking at pictures of a simple wedding.. hmmm.. i dun think i'll mind a simple wedding.. haha be it a grand or simple wedding.. i'm definitely hiring a great photographer..

Monday, July 06, 2009

its been awhile since posting.
Life has been busy, busy, busy.. I bet all my ECH friends are feeling it.
I feel tired but not defeated.
I feel they are gone. They are long gone. My commitments kept me away from them. They are now gone.
That's how i've been feeling. Trying to re-focus my thoughts. I think God is speaking to me. I've lost my no. focus and I gotta start focusing on Him again. Focus on His character when all else fails and I'm too tired to think in depth. Focus on the unseen for that is eternal. God will take care of them, my attachment, lessons, never ending amount of work etc.

Side note: I'm really beginning to ponder on Ivan's sharing. His sharing about where youths place their confidence in. Sian one more thing to make me feel bad. I really think I place my confidence in my clothes and how i look eh.. Yeah i don't look exceptionally great but wha some days when those envious thoughts of pretty people come into my head sian there i go.. SIAN i feel old and yet IMMATURE.. that's the worse.. i rather be young and immature...

Still journeying.. met up a BIG group today.. still reflecting on it.. HAHA.. i dunno.. Hmmm... i wonder what they are thinking... i guess i did a teen thing today i guess.. i'm glad i'm growing up hahaha..