Monday, June 01, 2009

Quick blog post.

Tired.
School tomorrow.
Went for a party tonight. (took of my tights cause it was HOT, Happy birthday shu rong)
Took pictures.. AHHH SCARY.. i am UGLY
JYM was hmmm.. great.. BUTTTT...
JAB tomorrow.. Yes JAB NOT JAP... 3 injections.. gonna die alone.. i hope no one else will be there when i get JAB.. i bet i'll scream.

i keep think this
"My soul is weak, my heart is numb, I cannot see, but still my hope is found in you. You'll hold on tightly, you will never let me go. Jesus, you will never fail." Comforted by this.. Some times ahhh some pain is too unbearable.. The pain of knowing you caused someone else to do wrong.

Nights.. i am not emo.. i dun think i ever am.. just ahhh GUILT. Nights.