Saturday, June 27, 2009

off to pete's place. loves bread. (: free bread. I miss my friends. See you next week dorothy, chia ling and sherlene.



I Love SAM & Davin(:

Lesson PLANNING...

Going crazy...

Parent's letter to write..

Mission report to write...

Going nuts...

DG lesson to prepare... (THANK GOD JANELLE IS BACK((: )

stressed...

tired...

Weekend ain't restful anymore...

9 teen things on a hold...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Thinking of at least 10 things to give thanks for...

1. I love all my members, there is one i would love to mention: Sam (:
2. The Abundance of materials, we were never short of anything.
3. The good cheer in the group(:
4. The children of Myanmar who challenged me greatly which helped me to re-evaluate my motivation for being in earlychildhood.
5. The really nice and kind church members who encouraged us on our last lap of service before coming back.
6. God who gave us situations that we could bear and nothing more scary.
7. Courage to share God's love and the meaning of contentment in everything through God's strength (which I am reminded to have right now).
8. The disciplined 'mypress' team who did their QT faithfully everyday. I hope they are still starting their days off with Quiet time spent with God.
9. Joanne Chan whose personality was so accomodating to all the members as well as the aunties in the group. I can't imagine someone else to be a better fit.
10. My family who prayed for me every night and welcomed me home so lovingly. I missed them and my brother has changed so much I'm so glad for them.

~ "In everything give thanks for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus." 1 Thessalonians 5:18~

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Long work hours. Not feeling good. Gonna PMS.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Bored.. only an hour has passed.

went to janelle's facebook. her pictures are so nice to look at.. secretly envy that she is able to capture moments. *Imagining how many lovely moments slip pass my day*...

bored.. well my past week has been hmmm.. one word: BUSY.. yes.. and my muddle-headedness isn't getting me anywhere.. just when i think i am so organise.. i do something dumb dumb.. i seriously have short-term memory issues.. i was just thinking to myself the other day.. how a year has passed by .. A year full of moments: brokeness, true friendship, discovery. A new life of love, peace, freedom and beginnings. Last year around this period.. i was all glum.. revelation night was close by.. and it wasn't the happiest moments.. and one year later look where i am? (: mission trip.. school.. impacting lives.. who knew i would be here.. able to look pass myself and see others? haha.. this almost sounds like a testimony haha.. a testimony is made of moments..

*Moments.. Moments.. and more moments..* Time: 1015*

Good morning((:

I am in school crazy early.. must have vomitted my brains out yesterday.. stress is driving me nutty! hahaha.. i thought class was at 9am.. but guess what its only at 1pm(: WHOO HOO.. SAD LIFE.. hahaha.. oh wells.. luckily NP has computer cafe with drinks allowed.. sipping my TEH and blogging.. (: i will be happy(: Silly me..

*P.S the youtube songs LOAD Fast.. can't be any happier..(: I miss my bed..

Monday, June 08, 2009

What a day.

I know i have not been blogging in a while.. Sorry.. been busy preparing for my first day of work.. last night was dreaming bad dreams about it and all.. and guess what happen today? my NP friends reading this would wonder why i am home so early to blog.. well.. guess what? i threw up twice and had a spiltting headache.. oh wells.. so i got sent home.. sighh.. what an impression to give on the first day of work.. went home slept.. and well i am much better now.. gonna sleep early tonight and rest well.. so my group people for DAC assignment PLEASE PLEASE no stress for me.. hahaha.. unless you want to see me drop dead and die.. well tomorrow after school i have to make up my hours for today.. oh wells.. i really need a system to get to know the children names..

Monday, June 01, 2009

Quick blog post.

Tired.
School tomorrow.
Went for a party tonight. (took of my tights cause it was HOT, Happy birthday shu rong)
Took pictures.. AHHH SCARY.. i am UGLY
JYM was hmmm.. great.. BUTTTT...
JAB tomorrow.. Yes JAB NOT JAP... 3 injections.. gonna die alone.. i hope no one else will be there when i get JAB.. i bet i'll scream.

i keep think this
"My soul is weak, my heart is numb, I cannot see, but still my hope is found in you. You'll hold on tightly, you will never let me go. Jesus, you will never fail." Comforted by this.. Some times ahhh some pain is too unbearable.. The pain of knowing you caused someone else to do wrong.

Nights.. i am not emo.. i dun think i ever am.. just ahhh GUILT. Nights.