Sunday, February 03, 2008
Okay today's post is emo.. why oh why? this time i really really didn't do anything how come i suffer? i mean i woke up one morning and i was told the news? okay this happened a few days ago.. so yeah been keeping it in for some time now.. but cannot take it already.. today saw the person face.. whaaa...cannot take it.. i tried to rationalise it with the person since yesterday night till this morning but what was i called in the end? stubborn? after so long den the person apologise i'm not satisfied la.. i seriously feel super wronged la.. i really really never do anything.. so its been a huge shock for me.. admist my assignments i heard this news la.. really unfair to me.. wha den God say must forgive right?? okay i try my very best but does saying i forgive is good enough? but i feel like avoiding the person i really can't face the person.. does that count as forgiving? i dunno.. what counts as forgiving? dunno la.. very upset.. feel like a toy.. so used.. when free den play around with den if not den never mind.. if i were pretty den i would call myself a barbie doll..but haha i think i am more like a pig stuffed toy... sighhh...