Tuesday, August 07, 2007

i can't sleep... its 1:39 am in the morning.. super dunno what.. things don't make sense anymore.. tomorrow always comes so fast.. today disappears in a blink of an eye.. i dunno.. is this how i want to spend my life? i worry for my future everyday.. some how i think i will have a poor future haha.. everyday i tell myself i gotta practise my piano tomorrow but haha ironically tomorrow never comes.. haha.. oh wells i think i don't make sense.. i laid in bed for an hour trying to sleep.. but couldn't.. was disturbed later on and den decided to do some work.. just finished some of my work.. should i carry on? haha.. no one is reading this now.. most people are in bed..only disturbed people are awake.. i dunno what to do.. looks like i'll be crashing in the library tomorrow, plans cancelled.. what's new? i dun care.. neither do you.. oh wells.. we all measure things differently.. and i think i'll do things my way.. since things aren't working so if i fail it doesn't matter cause failure was already on its way.. 2things : a) i fight for it b)i dun care.. this applies when i want things done..well some people already cancelled out option a) so there is only option b) left.. oh wells.. i can't sleep but i might as well lay in bed and try? Shall go do my Qt maybe God will help me den..