Monday, May 07, 2007

do you feel sometimes that well.. u want to be special? i do.. but somehow i am not.. some how i think beautiful people are special.. people with perfect everything.. some how i wish i was special..i like things done my way..but ahhh.. its so difficult sometimes when it concerns stuff with other poeple.. u want them to well perhaps do this.. but u dun wanna ask cause well then they complain u keep asking them to do sutff and well guess they are unwilling.. but.. u want things done your way? it so ahhh.. u dun wanna be bossy.. but at the same time u want things done? like ahh.. so allu can do is sit there miserable... cause even if things are done your way you're still miserable casue they complain, and if things aren't done your way u are miserable too.. so.. i am sitting here miserably.. well.. i guess i need easy going free of burdens and all this want in me.. so that i'll no longer be miserable.. i want to be happy with you.. but well.. u dun make me happy.. so what den? no one likes to give and no one receives happily..