Thursday, April 19, 2007

i just watched a walk to remember..and i cried and cried.. its so sweet..and unbelievable.. he loved her so much.. all i could do was cry.. i bet God would be crying too.. he had to take her life.. so so sad.. she was just so.. perfect.. and he so imperfect.. so different.. even though it was such a sad ending.. what a fairytale.. but i guess she deserves it.. she was the ideal christian.. all good.. perfect.. odedient.. i just envy her.. guess all bad people like me can do is dream huh.. fat hope we'll get partners like her.. he really loved her.. he was her protector, comfort, strength, supporter, lover and friend.. Even while she was receiving she was giving to him.. she inspired him.. to strive.. for the better.. this is the first movie i've ever watched that showed real love.. sigh..

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

today i saw Paul two hill at campus.. and my new friend Evangeline totally loves him so was sent to get his autograph!!! so.. embarassing... but i went anyway and got her his autograph.. his friend was like wanna see a picture of his ass? i was no.. haha.. dun scare me away from NP.. i'm only year one.. so yeah.. den i walked away.. anyhow.. he is not cute..and i think he should be expelled if he doesn't cut his hair! They said the rule was that guys cannot keep long hair.. and his hair is as long as a girls hair.. so.. they should kick him out or he has to cut his hair.

today signed up for ccas.. my mum said no to ice skating..so.. there is latin dances left.. so sad lor.. now vanessa has to try out alone.. so sad.. sexy latin dance! haha.. but i love dancing so i dun mind.. i do hiphop for PE.. haha.. my first day was yesterday.. adn it was fun..my group consist of DAO guy, Buddah guy, my going home partner and paul two hill lover! haha.. plus me!!! DAO guy was the first the zhao once class ended.. so.. weird! haha..oh wells tomorrow is my longest day so see ya!

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Here is a prescription for overcoming frustration. Look for something good to come out of everything that appears bad. How I wish I could hammer this thought into the mind of every Christian. Nowadays, it is almost second nature with me to look for a positive in every negative, but it was not always so. At one time, whenever anything bad happened to me, I used to say “Oh no, not again! Just when everything seemed to be going right! Why should this happen to me?” I learned however, to apply this principle and I can honestly say it has transformed me life and ministry.

This also means learning to thank God for the good that is emerging, instead of brooding over and loss that has been sustained. This positive thanksgiving will make your heart receptive to God’s power. He can do anything with a thankful heart, but He will usually do little or nothing with a complaining, self pitying heart. It is closed to grace.

Also, find someone who is going through difficult circumstances, and help them find victory. Someone has said, “Sorrow expands the soul for joy.” For joy? Yes--- the joy of being useful and creative. God uses frustrating circumstances to prune you for fruit-bearing.

And the lessons you have learned will go even deeper as you share them with others. Expression deepens impression. If you incorporate your sorrows, they will multiply. Learn this secret, and it will help you stay spiritually on top--- no matter what.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

about one week left before new school new life new friends.. hmmm.. poly life begins on 16th.. what change awaits me.. scary man.. i already missed my com thingy in school.. cause i totally forgot until after the thing.. haha.. and my forms also.. i hope everything is okay.. pretty pissed off right now.. i hate it when no one listens to me and takes me seriously.. especially when i thought they would be one of the few who would.. anyway tomorrow shall go done to OP to buy skirts.. and maybe tops.. cause well their super cheap.. haha.. and not bad.. but i think a little short but nevermind lah.. dun care.. for the amount of cloth its worth it i guess.. haha.. been brain washed by gabriel and kai min.. forever say skirt short and that i have a fatty waist!!! but oh wells.. who cares.. fat fat lor..no reason not to be fat.. haha..