Sunday, January 14, 2007

its been a long week.. its been one year since something wonderful happened.. and.. i must say.. i have grown up.. basically i have less day dreams and more of reality.. its been a great expperience.. it had its up and downs.. but we got through it anyway.. its all part of the give and take process.. the universe doesn't revolve around me sadly.. that's one thing i have learnt.. haha.. this year i hope to work on trust.. but trust must be earned.. and i think the time is right.. but the key importance in any relationship is critical.. but one must also remember that there is also "silent" communication.. i dun think we have reached the stage of total silent communication.. even my parents have yet to reach there.. haha.. but i guess i'll try to have some silent communication.. needless to say i must have god in the centre of it.. this year it started out with god at his rightful place but some where as time progresses.. he got lost.. its time to bring him back..

serve is great! i lead worship during one of the session.. it was great.. god really helped me out.. every word came from him.. thank god.. kaimin chose the songs.. i checked it many times.. and prayed alot! plus.. i read out something from my QT.. i am glad i did it god's way.. obedience is better than sacrifice.. i learnt today at dg that if you obey good stuff happen.. but if you do good stuff in jesus's name but do not obey him(his words) you get cursed!! i was pretty scared.. i felt a great relief that my worship was from god.. i am like super scared to get cursed la.. so scary!!! well.. i think blogging would more or less be a weakly affair.. so dun need to stress out.. lalala.. see ya..