Saturday, December 23, 2006

wha super down.. sad sad christmas.. but oh wells. at least i got some good progress award thing and i'll get 150 bucks.. see i am not stupid.. i think this is my like 4th or 5th time okay! well not that stupid at least.. well i know one thing that cheers me up! korean drama.. haha i am well quite happy you tube has lovers in paris.. no one wants to watch to me.. but oh wells.. no one ever does.. haha.. at least i get to watch it.. this year i have 2 dresses.. cool huh.. one is young young kind.. the other quite mature i guess.. tomorrow i'll look young young.. no jym.. nothing to do.. so gonna do facial.. sad huh.. christmas eve and nothing.. but well the facial was hard to book k! only had 2 slots.. me and my sis doing together! haha.. no space for mummy.. haha.. anyway.. i dun think the haridresser has any slot for us.. ah ya.. can't look pretty for christmas.. so sad.. anyway.. i wonder what its like to be sixteen.. what i am suppose to do.. how to live my life.. new year is on its way and i have yet to come up with a resolution.. just came back form christmas party with cell.. cried my eyes out in a room.. glad to say i feel much better after letting the tears out! i guess its shameful to cry.. but well.. its good to let it out once in a while.. hmmm i wonder what its like to cry with someone else? i cried alone.. i usually do.. like in the quiet in my bed.. when everyone is asleep.. so sad.. haha.. must hide away.. its christmas.. and i must be happy.. i dunno i dunno..