Thursday, December 28, 2006
hello.. ahhh.. i'm too lazy to upload pictures.. blah..Tuesday, December 26, 2006
well.. my key board as problems.. so i can't type properly.. so sorry.. i'll try update ASAP..Monday, December 25, 2006
people!!! i owe u lots of pictures!!! haha.. i'll type about my christmas stuff tomorrow cause i got lots of time..and.. ahhh.. i just came across a cute song in jo's ipod!!! haha..its called best friend!!!haha.. super funny!!!Saturday, December 23, 2006
wha super down.. sad sad christmas.. but oh wells. at least i got some good progress award thing and i'll get 150 bucks.. see i am not stupid.. i think this is my like 4th or 5th time okay! well not that stupid at least.. well i know one thing that cheers me up! korean drama.. haha i am well quite happy you tube has lovers in paris.. no one wants to watch to me.. but oh wells.. no one ever does.. haha.. at least i get to watch it.. this year i have 2 dresses.. cool huh.. one is young young kind.. the other quite mature i guess.. tomorrow i'll look young young.. no jym.. nothing to do.. so gonna do facial.. sad huh.. christmas eve and nothing.. but well the facial was hard to book k! only had 2 slots.. me and my sis doing together! haha.. no space for mummy.. haha.. anyway.. i dun think the haridresser has any slot for us.. ah ya.. can't look pretty for christmas.. so sad.. anyway.. i wonder what its like to be sixteen.. what i am suppose to do.. how to live my life.. new year is on its way and i have yet to come up with a resolution.. just came back form christmas party with cell.. cried my eyes out in a room.. glad to say i feel much better after letting the tears out! i guess its shameful to cry.. but well.. its good to let it out once in a while.. hmmm i wonder what its like to cry with someone else? i cried alone.. i usually do.. like in the quiet in my bed.. when everyone is asleep.. so sad.. haha.. must hide away.. its christmas.. and i must be happy.. i dunno i dunno..Friday, December 22, 2006
back from camp.. i bet there'll be lots of posts on camp.. so i'll spare te details.. but hey u can ive me a ring if u really wanna know more okie.. well.. i miss home.. haha.. i feel kinda bad la.. i have a weid view of life i guess..refuse to o up for alter call.. even though i knew i should.. i could feel this feeling.. but i silenced it.. i was wondering what the point was.. since i'll probably get back to the old life.. there'll be hardly any change.. so what was the point? i'll just ave to go up eventually after lots and lots of sin.. logicall deduction..Tuesday, December 19, 2006
going off to camp.. see ya.. life sucks..Saturday, December 16, 2006
today's concert was like better than yesterday's lah.. well.. so sad no one is going for camp.. sob sob.. mel!!! sarah!!! vanessa!!! how could ya'll abandone me!!! anyway i think i will wear what i wore tonight tomorrow.. i no more clothes to wear.. off to ipoh tomorrow!!! after E3.. ahh so sad dun get to see my cell.. but i got food for ya'll!!! haha.. all the other groups will envy diamond!!! we have yummy food HAHA.. i always dreamed about dancing one day in church on stage.. to a slow piano piece.. strangely in a classic white tutu.. hee hee the one in swan lake.. with a little tiara.. if i trained harder i think i would be a pro ballerina.. i miss dancing!!! ahhh.. i want lesuire dancing.. hmm.. i also want to be little miss pretty.. haha.. ok.. sweat drop.. haha.. finish most of the christmas wrapping!!! haha.. i am a pro wrapper!! i'll go far in life!!! i was telling my mum how in a many years i will be a good wife..provided i find a husband!!! haha.. wha.. i'll be super PRO everything!!! but i guess life ain't that perfect.. haha.. oh wells enjoy it while it last.. haha.. muacks! see ya tomorrow.. hmmm make up or no make up?haha..Friday, December 15, 2006
its quite sad that my outlet is my blog.. i always imagine meeting my soul mate.. its a secret wish.. i guess i thought i met one once.. but the match wasn't good.. it was disapproved.. so i wonder.. is there one out there.. girl or guy? this is somethingi would have shared with my soul mate if there's such thing.. or the closest person.. but now i am lost.. i dunno what's close and its boundaries.. so i shall not try.. i dare not.. i guess i got burnt.. expectations burn you.. this isn't my main purpose.. anyway.. tonight i brought sarah to the out reach.. sadly wasn't entertained or moved by it.. her dad passed away around may nearing june.. its quite sad.. some how i feel the guilt.. after what eugene said a couple of sundays ago.. i begin to feel the guilt.. should i have told her or invited her to christ earlier she could told her dad.. and if she did.. maybe he won't be in hell? i dunno.. he'll stand there pointing at me.. sigh.. guilty..Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hello everybody!!! i am back.. feeling really hot! the tempretures there were literally frezzing cold.. i saw snow faling from the sky for the first time! haha.. really nice and romantic.. haha.. the trip was fun.. but oh wells there was only ONE mall!!! like 1! seriously one! but any how i still shopped.. alot.. bought boots.. really pretty ones.. a dress... bought lots and lots of food items.. hee hee.. for my cell group to eat on sunday.. too bad i won't be at jym on sunday.. will be driving up to ipoh after E3.. i've got cool food that can only be found in hokkaido.. because they DO NOT export.. i've got hokkaido pocky and kit kat..the flavour is a speciality of hokkaido.. anyway.. carbo 3 times a day was no joke.. i bet i grew fatter.. but some how lost weight in the process.. i swear my waist has fatten up! haha.. well i've lots of pictures to post but i'll do that some other time.. if i have the time to.. so busy! anyway.. i slept with a blank in hokkaido.. haha.. i bet no one can guess what or who i slept with in hokkaido.. well.. like duh only those i told will know.. anyway.. the first person that tags the right answer gets hokkaido kit kat okie! haha.. well.. keep guessing.. its really cute.. haha.. good luck!Tuesday, December 05, 2006
i'm going off to japan.. hmmm.. not so happy to leave singapore.. but oh wells.. i've nothing much to say.. but well.. i hope i come back in one piece.. and i hope that i meet nice people.. well.. i've been interested in a couple of songs.. so i'll post the lyrics out.. i dun really feel like typing what i have in mind cause SOME PERSON told me its was boring!!!!its such a cool song i guess..