Monday, August 07, 2006



A million windows open... nah... just one or two... but its good enough... God's love is amazing... lets see.. had a tough morning... girl stuff and well.. other stuff as well.. had a pretty good luch with vanessa.. hmm.. God is touching her life in a way or another.. that's one window... and for no. two.. ivan.. your cd is out of this world good.. the lyrics of the song totally mesmerize me.. i really didn't think much of it.. i did come across the singer in a few magazines.. but i didn't think it would be that good i guess.. but it just captivated me... the lyrics.. the song.. expresses how i feel inside.. the first song really shocked me... its like haha.. real nice.. thank you thank you ivan... that's two windows..i won't address my doors.. why look at the unhappy when you can be happy?
my last entry i talked about being lost and confused.. and just like everyone else i'll talk about FOP!!!yes FOP!!!
God's real.. that i swear to... in the song God is good... haha its an old song... but it brought me lots and lots of comfort...

If you're walking through the valley
and there are shadows all around you
DO NOT FEAR, HE WILL GUIDE YOU
he will keep you safe and sound
cause he has promise to never leave you
nor forsake youand his word is true...

i asked for a guide... he is my guide.. through the darkest night... lonely mornings... God is my refuge and my strength.. no man can take his place... no man can fill my void.. only he can.. i try... God, you know how much i try.. i always lend up falling asleep... i am never awake long enough to finish both my QT and my 40 days fast.. man i better erm... pay back my fast.. hee hee.. i didn't... i feel kinda ashame... i saw debbie fasting.. and not in a coner away from good food... smack right beside all the good food.. i better start fasting... straight sfter national day... it gives me some time to think what fast i'll do... well.. that's only half the thoughts that went through my mine.. so yeah.. cause i alwasy froget them.. haha... have a great great week.. rest well people:))