Thursday, March 02, 2006

i am not in school! i'm at home.. nope i'm not sick! no worries... no i didnt pon school... i just have valid reasons for not going to school today! haha... i am the envy of town! haha... so i had fruits for breakfast.. i want to loose the extra weight, get rid of the fat [ my tighs and arms] no muscles just getting rid of fat! haha... must come out with a plan.. i've got prom this year! i gotta look great! haha.. the best i can! okay i will let u in on a little secret! whispers* i want to be the prettiest girl in the whole wide world!* haha... i dun wanna rule the world i just wanna woah the crowd! haha..okay super crazy haha.. better get to work for my aim! definately wanna be a pretty girl in and out! haha.. my aim for the end of the year! hee hee.. i think i will save my pocket money for pretty clothes instead of wasting it on food and movies! haha.. help me keep to it! haha..

okie lets see...*looks right and left*...

if u had 24 hours to get married or lose 120 million dollars of inheritence which would you chose?
criteria: marriage must last for 10 years
You must have a offspring by the end of the 5 years of marriage
You are only allowed to spend 1 night apart per month

way cool huh? if u are clever u'll know where this was taken from! haha.. that is why its good to love! haha.. i read denise blog today.. she's really clever... true happiness isnt the laughter or after glow.. its more on giving instead of wanting or receiving..dun just look for happiness look for joy, its happiness that lasts... making someone else smile is something so pleasant that words cannot describe the feeling.. if u find it hard to make the people around u smile and you're feeling down.. there's someone who is always there for u and if u make it an effort in making him smile everyday nothing else would matter.. he'll give you the ultimate joy.. okay dun think so narrow! i know what everyone is thinking hee hee.. but i am talking about God.. how often do u make him smile? no very huh.. making the people around u smile can offer happiness but if u make God smile upon you, you'll find real joy because u just found favour in the eyes of the father.. what more can make u more fulfilled and overjoyed?... okie i hope i made some sense???=) but no matter what.. even though u make him cry.. he'll love ya forever! the ultimate love! yipee!!!!!


okie on another tone.. haha i realised i had a crush with my sweet heart last time..haha but then he well didnt feel the same.. so yeah.. things didnt work out and it stopped there.. den according to my journal we became friends again but this time i totally cut feelings all off treated him like any other friend... even when he confided in me about this other girl i gave advice that i would give any other person... i help it but say i deal with my feelings really well and prfessional... haha i even encouraged him if i remember correctly... whao i cant believe it but i ended up with him... wha after digging out all this nonsense... wha i cant feel like i compromised my rule!!! if u like someone and he/she doesnt like u back, move on and never look back even if he/ she begs.. ahh... i broke my rule he missed the boat!! ahh... why is he given a second chance?! why are the feelings there.. okay this proves love breaks down all walls.. that sucks... haha... but oh wells i feel so much better.. hee hee=)