Thursday, February 09, 2006
haha... i went for detention today!!! so cool.. haha.. my first time ever.. haha.. i actually did my work at last during DC.. haha.. super fun.. we were playing la.. haha.. fooling around.. stuffing down stationary in my uniform.. haha.. stupid friends.. haha.. i hope i get to go out on Valentines.. for once.. yup.. for once.. i've never gone out on Valentine's cause crazy stuff always pop up.. and i have to always cancel out last minute.. so yup.. i think i will get my hopes up this year... cause its special.. but everything is going all wrong.. no flowers for friends.. i gotta find an alternative.. haha.. do offer some suggestions.. haha.. i'm gonna be needing it... haha.. i watched pride and prejudice.. and the perfect man.. was feeling down.. haha.. insecurity.. but hey.. mind over matter.. that's the solution to every problem.. cause u decide whether u'll let the problem affect ya.. haha back to the to lovely shows.. i feel so so like happy and all lovey.. haha..the 2 shows really rock la.. haha especially the pride and prejudice.. haha..i shall be petty.. haha wink* cause someone was petty too.. i wanted to watch it like last year with my special friend.. haha.. but i didnt get the chance to.. and i bet the person knew i wanted to watch it but someone went to watch first with someone else la.. oh wells... nothing beats watching alone.. haha.. what is done is done.. haha.. petty moment over! haha.. the perfect man was super nice.. i think i'll take note of it.. haha.. it gives hope to the hopeless.. haha..i am suppose to be happy.. why arent i ? i know the reason.. is there a solution? i feel so well.. restricted and trap.. unable to speak my mind.. which hee hee. is very important to me.. haha.. they say things can never go back to normal once change comes along.. but i want normal back.. haha.. but everything has its reasons.. oh well.. a happy momment turned out sour.. haha..and why.. cause i let it.. see.. mind is over the matter.. i'm a classic example of a weak mind.. haha.. oh wells =) smile.. even if its fake.. haha..