Monday, January 02, 2006

well... they always say loves blinds everything.. but i never unstood why... like why are people like blinded? i mean isnt is obvious? haha... as in u love or ya don't? then u move on.. personally.. i have never been blinded... but i suppose the people around are pretty blind.. especially the girls.. i dunno.. why cant everything be straight forward and down to earth? well i suppose because love is not straight forward... i find love a game.. it can be hard like monopoly or as easy as chess.. well it seems as chess is harder but in love fact, chess is easier.. u see coz well chess has only 2 players u and your love of your life.. u never have to compete with anyone.. u know ultimately one of ya will win.. which is a win win situation.. where as for monopoly, if u are lucky it can end up like a chess game.. if not.. u are super unlucky and u have like dunno like 5 or more other competitors.. so yeah... i hate love.. irony huh.. it just a lousy game.. i hope to play a game of chess when i grow up.. right now it'll be a nightmare to play monopoly.. but the saddest thing out of all is that guys are usually the ones that play this kinda games.. the girls are most of the time just one of the insignificant players cause she ultimately wins whether she totally cause the other players bankruptcy or kills the most ponds.. i feel lucky to be a girl.. even though i have a headach in choosing what to wear cause i always get unwanted mean comments.. haha... a solution to people afraid of the risk and dun wanna go crazy.. take a break from the one u "love" ... totally cut yourself off.. concentrate on your friends, work, and blah blah.. your feelings will subside eventually and u will be able to deal with the person u originally "love" without getting emotionally involved.. from there she or he can your friend! haha.. the idiot proof method.. its been tested and from my point of view it works!!!
anyway about my day.. i went to jeremy and johnston house today for lunch with the kams too.. shocking the whole family turned up.. before that i took a family portrait.. this time with the whole whole family.. haha .. my cousin wore make up for the first time!!! haha.. took lots of pitures of her.. super chio... form my point of view!! haha.. my make up was kinda okay la.. i feel too over dress in uncle ben's house.. haha.. i am in a dress.. and me and my sisiter are the only girls here.. haha... so yeah it's kinda sucky.. i finally am able to grab some time on the computer... haha.. so i am blogging this nonsense.. haha.. so yeah i am off.. i am bored.. cause well my sister is studying so i am left alone!!! haha...