Monday, December 26, 2005

i was laying in my bed at 12.35pm cause i was being a pig la.. and then i.. yes me .. had some thoughts.. maybe not so profound but it's kinda weird cause i have not met someone else who ever thought of this.. so it goes like this.. does anyone out there love me? i mean almost all the time i hear that some guy likes some girl and this girl blah blah blah.. then i realise how dumb everyone is... why dont we ever tell the person we like/love that we do but we tell other people who are of no help to helping u confess your love .. i mean if u told the person you would have achieved something right? u see if everyone spoke thier minds then perople like me wont have to wonder anymore.. haha which i think is a good thing cause i dun think i am making any sense.. but more importantly then society will at the end will be more open minded right? then people will no longer see interaction with the opposite sex as flirtation casue all of us will be more open minded right? this will den make us better at treating people .. we no longer have to read in between the lines.. we could just.. u know face up to things.. classic example.. u are friends right.. and den she likes ya and u like her but as usual neither of ya tell.. her feelings eventually dies off and she finds someone new.. she gives up.. but u didnt.. so yeah u missed the boat.. because neither confessed .. okay so yeah that's my point.. so u cant just like in your heart and tell yourself u like or love someone when the someone does not get to feel it.. it also applies to God..if ya dun tell him.. even though he is God he needs some loving just like us.. even bestfriends should remind each other about their love or like for each other.. i mean sometimes i dun feel like my bestfriends like me at all.. okay.. that's another thing for a sad time.. i felt loved or liked or whatever today.. cause someone set aside some time to talk to me.. i called like 3 people and they were like all busy or just woken up and i felt so whatever cause i like seldom like to call people... and then i felt all sad and depressed.. cause it felt like a "nobody loves me day" haha.. den someone spent sometime maybe not alot of time TALKING TO ME NOT LISTENING TO ME.. its called a CONVERSATION!.. haha.. so yeah start with caring about one person and build from there...HEE HEE... i hope i make sense.. haha.. and everyone talk to me more.. haha.. den u will make my day..:)